I Realized by Can Yucel
All this time what you were trying to tell me
I realized when I had found myself..
Everyone has different ways to be happy
I realized when I had found my way..
Life was learnt by living only, not by reading or listening
I realized when you did not tell me what you know..
Every day was a lost day if you don’t have love in your heart
I realized why you had run after love like mad..
When the pain is so strong, no tears come from eyes, they say
I realized why you never cried..
They say making a crying one smile is more valuable
than crying with him
I realized when you had transformed my tears into a smile..
They say anybody can break your heart but
only the most loved one can hurt
I realized when you hurt me so much..
But, they say,
beloved one deserves every single drop of tear you shed
I realized when my joy had left together with tears..
It was not ‘not lying’, but, not ‘hiding the truth’
was the real gift
I realized when you had placed your hand on my heart..
Being able to say “I need you. come now” was the real power
I realized when I had said to you ‘go’ ..
Love was being able to say ‘I want you to stay’
when someone said to you ‘go’
I realized when I was told to go and I had gone..
My love for you was like a kid crying like a baby when he fell
I realized when it had grown up and had wrapped me tightly..
They say regret is not apoligizing
it is wanting to scream ‘forgive me’
I realized when I really had regretted
And, they say pride is a mask for losers for weak
hearts full of love dont have pride
I realized when I had found love in my heart..
One who wants desperately , does not wait,
only expects to be forgiven one day
I realized when I had wanted you to forgive me desperately..
Love was an endeavour,
and the endeavour was to love such a way you could never abandon it
but you could set it free..